-Pain
Without love
Pain
I've had enough
Pain
It hurts so much
and I rather feel something than pain all the stinking time cause this is just insane and crazy and omg I swear I will find a shotgun and go play paint ball with it-

...yes, so can anyone guess how I am feeling at the moment? huh, anyone? What? Pain? Why YES D<!!!

Does anyone know why? Now now, no need to hide in the corner shivering in fear... what? Toothache? OF COURSE!!!

OMG! This is all my summer has been. Pain and Dentist, Dentist and pain. I've been going to the Dentist since Thursday. All because of some pain in my jaw, that migrated to one of my teeth. I thought it was because of wisdome teeth coming in (after I freaked about it might being cancer like the kind tobacco gives you, however; Taku pointed out I need to actually chew tobacco to get it...but in freak out mode that doesn't process through my brain) so we go in and what is it??

a stupid cavity! but it's only a surface one right? Wronge! apparently this tooth's Dentin (stuff between the outside part of the tooth and the nerve) was really small and didn't form all to great, so this empty gap was filled by bacteria...and it's not even my fault. It didn't matter that I brushed my teeth every day, cause this was some internal thing (don't ask how cause I'm not sure) but we almost hit my nerve, Doc fixes it with all of his little interns standing over me watching. I go home everything is dandy...then it's 3:30 in the morning

...I cried from the stupid pain! >A< it was horrible and I'm scared that I might have to get a root canal and I really didn't want to. Next day I go straight to the dentist in the morning and we do a root canal.....my tooth is dead

and not just dead, it never lived! My Dentist says he's been watching my tooth's when it started to come in while I still had my baby tooth, there was this dark spot on my tooth, but he wasn't sure what it was, he watched it and it never did anything, I never felt anything so we were all good...until now.

It now hates my for some unknown reason, it could be the fact that it's one out of three teeth that actually touch my top teeth (the rest have a gap between them) and is now on a rampage, but I didn't cause that

so long story short, I have a messed tooth that hates me, pain killers don't work (actually make it worse), and I don't get to sleep at night....yeah

well there could be more, but I have to go so...bye